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I’ll write about it.

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Every time I get my heart broken, I tell myself, “Maybe I should write about it”. Get my feelings laid out on every blank page of my journal. See what I am missing. Tell myself what I need to hear. But then I wake up a few mornings later, having cried, having dealt, having learnt, having felt and I never write about it.

Every time I make a mistake, I tell myself, “I should write about it”. I really should. It’s a great lesson. Knowing me, there’s a strong chance I make this mistake again. Someone should read it back to me. Loud and clear. Maybe then I’ll know that I know better. But then I move on to making new mistakes and I never write about it.

Every time I hit a road block. I tell myself, “I’ll just write about it”. That might give me some new perspective. Maybe I’ll see something that’s been in plain sight. That’ll help me undo whatever it is that’s stopping me from being who I imagine myself to be. But then I find inspiration in mamma’s food, a new book, a song I’ve been humming wrong the whole time, and I never write about it.

Every time I wake up feeling unlike myself, I tell myself, “I’ll just write about it”. People change, people learn, people unlearn, I am people. I must be growing up. Or maybe it’s just indigestion from dinner last night. Maybe if I write about it, I’ll know how I actually feel. Maybe writing about it could be a dialogue between who I am and who I want to be. Maybe writing could be whatever magic software application it is that they use to mirror office computers on their laptops while they work from home. But then I meet a new kind of me, I end up liking her more than I had imagined and I never write about it.

Every time I tell myself that I’ll just write about it, I never do. I never write about it. I wonder how things would be if I had written about them. Would I deal with the heartbreak better? Would I make lesser mistakes? Would I evade creative roadblocks altogether? Would I have a hundred percent grip over myself? I don’t know.

But when I know, maybe I’ll write about it.

543 Comments

    1. Khushi
      Reply

      You are always an inspiration to me. Can’t define how much I have learnt from you. You’ve written this beautifully and i can relate to every single word. Really hoping to meet you one day. So wanted to be like you. Love you P!!!!

    2. Tanishka Salve
      Reply

      It’s very relatable. It feels like it was written in my mind as I knew it but because I couldn’t tell it, I feel very relatable to me. thank you so much prajakta❤️

  4. abigaleawasthi
    Reply

    Thank you P… I most often search someone to share, someone who won’t judge me for my wrong and maybe I should write it. To know myself better.

  9. Sayali
    Reply

    I am writing whatever I feel in my diary , like whatever you want to write in your journal. I don’t know writing it down made me good person or not, make do lesser mistakes or not, preparing me for heartbreaks or not … But I definitely know reading that again is different level of sukoon .., you will be very happy and relax reading that. For a sake of happiness you should write it.

  10. kai
    Reply

    This is so me. I was just thinking today about writing and sharing it with the world because that makes me ME. Should I consider this a sign and go for it!?

  16. Gargee Nagapure
    Reply

    I dont know what it is…but today in the evening i once again went across your blogs(i enjoy doing that everytime..its refreshing) and thought she haven’t wrote in a while she should do it more and i opened my insta, to my surprise I just saw you story about the new blog!!!!✨💕

  17. Dhwani
    Reply

    It’s like you wrote my mind ,Every time I tell myself to write about it , my mind takes a u-turn and goes to rest thinking that the thoughts which I am feeling will be relevant and will be vanished by tomorrow, but writing brings you more closer to yourself and the thoughts are relevant and meaningful so please write 💜 eeeee I loved it 😬

  18. sakshighewariya
    Reply

    This is so relatable! Everyday if I have thought about something or something happens i just think of write it down but ended up doing nothing but thinking only 🥺
    Please write blogs more often praju dii.. love love ❤️

  20. Dumdum
    Reply

    You hit the same point I am dealing right now. Yes sometimes I think to write about it and then I never write about it.

    And and the way you expressed was so much sukoon yaar.
    Today I was a bit anxious but now I think I m ok.
    Thank you.

  21. Simrat Soodan
    Reply

    Praju, it feels you’ve stolen words from my mind, I’ll write about it is my go to solution after every problem, you’ve nailed it and maybe i should start writing about it😩💗

  26. Deepanshi
    Reply

    Oh my God😳 These are same thoughts that I always think but never wrote. It’s like I am reading my thoughts for procrastinating to write. P I love you❤️ And yes please keep writing don’t just say I’ll write about it😜😜 Ok bye. I am gonna re-read it again and ofcourse the other blogs as well and sleep thinking that I’ll start writing from tomorrow
    #lovelove

  27. SIDDHI CHAVAN
    Reply

    Yahhh! every time i think this is the best moment that i should remember, i think of noting it down, so that i wont forget it
    But never wrote it..
    I think this was kind of reminder that i thought of and never done .
    THANK YOU P 🥰🥰

  33. Shivani sohalia
    Reply

    Plz don’t stop writing
    Like imagine it’s 12:30 am
    I’m wondering what’s going on my existence
    Just after reading this
    U really adds value in my life
    I wish I can tell u in person
    How much u
    Ughh
    Love u
    Thank you

  40. Vaishnavi Surisetty
    Reply

    Very relatable…Loved it P…!!♥️♥️ I can hear you speaking those words..it felt like our Tuesday talks..Please do publish more..!! #lovelove ♥️

  41. Pallavi Sherring
    Reply

    As long as you write from your heart, it will always come out wonderfully, just like this one. So just write and kick that nervousness away. People who can hear your thoughts will always be there, those who can’t hear..shouldn’t really matter. So go gurl! Take that keypad by the balls and just write it out..no thinking only doing…simple! 🤟

  43. Shivani
    Reply

    Wow..!!
    Me too sometimes feel i should write but just like this girl it became a wish, so I wish I would have written when I could have write it all. So yes mat be I’ll write about it. Someday..!?😊
    Love the blog..😍❤️
    Loads of love to you👍❤️

  44. Ritu Singh
    Reply

    I am one of those people who writes things down..or atleast tries to. I wouldn’t categorise myself as someone who writes diaries but I do write sometimes. And when once in a while I read them, I know one thing. That I am a better version of myself today and the reason for that is my past. Also reading it gives me a sense of strength and hope, that when I felt it was going to be tough and probably the worst day of my life, I still made it through. So if I faced it at that time, then I can definitely face whatever is going on right now too.

  47. Dhara panchal
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    Prajaktaa …u exactly wrote about all the things i wanted to write it down from a veryyy long time,all those bad ,good ,not so happening days ..u finally wrote it down girl..now that u have written it ..maybeeee i will write about it ❤

  49. Vritika
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    Awwee .. releted to me this is so me . your article truel amezing ‘P’ and reletebl every person I read first time your blog n I love you waiting to next blog ❤️ love yahh..

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